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    October 06

    I'm back

    yay and hooray for me!
     
    now if only I could think of what to write.
     
    I know!  
     
     
    try that on for size!
     
    I'll write again soon.
     
    Love ya & God bless,
     
    Jen
     
    May 22

    a brief prelude

    DevotdChildofGod: WAIT A MINUTE
    M i S h e L 87: waiting a minute!
    DevotdChildofGod: since when does Andre speak Hebrew?!
    M i S h e L 87: HAHHAHAHAH
    M i S h e L 87: if he speaks hebrew, then we speak portugeuse
    DevotdChildofGod: and um...someone may want to tell him that for the children question he answered "yes -at home part time"
    DevotdChildofGod: lol
    DevotdChildofGod: maybe he does and we just dont know it
    M i S h e L 87: hahahahah i know 
     
     
    in regards to Andre's rather interesting Orkut profile.
    March 12

    .....

    I promise a new blog and a new look are coming...soon!  just be patient.
    February 17

    Just so that you know....

     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    I love you all very much!
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    God bless,  *MWAH*
    January 21

    Fear is Doubt and Doubt is the Opposite of Faith

    yeah, so, God is good, even when we don't deserve it.
     
    I need more of God in my life.  More of Him and less of me...much less of me.
     
    It's hard to admit that you know nothing. Hard to stop relying on yourself and start relying on Him. Trusting that He can and will do all things.  He makes your life better.  Not necessaritly moniteraly ($ isn't everything you know), but in love in kindness, in the fruits of His Spirit. Pure and true happiness and joy.
     
    I don't even know where to begin tellin you about what He's doing in my life. how He's taken me from where I've been to where I am now and to where I'm going.  All I know is that I need Him, desperately. My desire is for Him alone because I know what life is like w/out Him and I don't want that, can't live like that.  I trust Him.  And yeah, it's hard sometimes because we all fall so short of where we're supposed to be and we get frustrated with ourselves and think, "Here I go again. surely, this is it. He can't forgive me again. Not this time."  But that's not true. He's so quick to forgive and restore, and He's the one that can truly turn us around.
     
    This week alone, I've "encountered" (hahaha. ok) over 6 different occassions where I was put to the test. And i can say that there are things i wish i had done differently, things i think i could have done a little better, but I'm not afraid or dejected (upset) because I know that God is moving in my life and my multitudes are coming.
     
    Now, you may ask why i'm writing this, and the truth is, God told me I needed to. It may be for someone else's benefit, or mine, or maybe even both, but regardless it's all for the Glory and Honor of God. So praise be to His name and I love you all so much.
     
    God bless!
     
    love your sister in Christ,
    ~ Jen
    Oh yeah, and Encounter was really really TREMENDOUS! Woohoo Really, really and not just really. lol. heehee. 
     We were all made clean; just like this lil guy Shave Face
    and Andre looks like this Wakka Wakka when he dances. LOL! love you D.B.!
    January 16

    yeah, another one

    Saturday, January 14
    This week's promise: God will fight for you

    Have you learned to wait with confidence?

    O Lord, hear me as I pray; pay attention to my groaning.… Listen to my voice in the morning, Lord. Each morning I bring my requests to you and wait expectantly.

    Psalm 5:1-3 NLT

    Waiting expectantly

    In World War I, Field Marshal Foch, the Allied commander in chief, could not be found when a military conference was about to start. An officer friend said, "I think I know where he might be." Foch was found praying nearby at a bombed-out chapel.

    Abraham Lincoln once said, "I would be the greatest fool on earth if I did not realize that I could never satisfy the demands of the high office without the help of One who is greater and stronger than I am."

    David realized this truth too. Although he was a powerful king, he daily acknowledged his dependence on someone far greater and stronger than he was. Not only did David begin each day depending on the Lord, but he waited expectantly throughout the day to see how God would work on his behalf. When you live each day looking upward, God often sends delightful surprises.

    When we don't pray, we quit the fight.
    Prayer keeps the Christian's armor bright.
    And Satan trembles when he sees
    The weakest saint upon his knees.

    WILLIAM COWPER

    adapted from The One Year® Book of Psalms by William J. Petersen and Randy Petersen,, Tyndale House Publishers (1999), entry for February 7

    January 02

    ever patiently He waits for us

    if you wanna know what it truly means to worship God and to desire to serve Him alone (meaning re-evaluating yourself and changing to match His will) take a lesson from 14 year old Brittany Slabo.  I haven't been on my xanga in such a long time but for some reason i decided to read the updates i get in my email. I guess God had a purpose because her entire site made me stop in my tracks. Read Jan 3, Dec. 31, Dec. 29, & Dec. 27. i swear i dont remember the last time i felt that much true and constant devotion. i waver too much. Lesson learned.
     
     
    go there. now.
     
     
    and if you're looking for some cool tunage go to http://www.xanga.com/xxchristianmusicxx  the codes work in xanga and msn. not sure about myspace.
    December 14

    This really broke my heart.

    God really uses these "God's Daily Promises" to touch my heart. hope it touches yours too.
     
    Tuesday, December 13
    This week's promise: God is always ready to help us and expects us to help others

    Sacrificial love

    Don't forget to do good and to share what you have with those in need, for such sacrifices are very pleasing to God.

    Hebrews 13:16 NLT

    In His steps

    Have you seen kids wearing bracelets with the initials WWJD—"What Would Jesus Do?" The story behind those bracelets begins a century ago, when a minister named Charles Sheldon wrote a novel titled In His Steps. One Sunday morning at First Church, Pastor Henry Maxwell is preaching a sermon about how to follow Christ's example of sacrificial love.

    The service is suddenly interrupted when a tramp stands up. He's been out of work for a year, he says, yet not one person in town has helped him find another job. Twisting his shabby hat in his hands, the tramps says, "I was wondering if what you call following Jesus is the same thing as what he taught.…I get puzzled when I see so many Christians living in luxury and remember how my wife died in a tenement.…what would Jesus do?" At that point, to the congregation's horror, the tramp collapses and dies.

    The following Sunday, the minister makes a stunning proposal: He's looking for volunteers willing to pledge themselves for an entire year to do nothing without first asking, "What would Jesus do?" Some fifty people make the pledge, and a remarkable series of events begins.

    Some of these people pay a high price for their obedience. But they also learn the joy of following faithfully in his footsteps.

    A few years ago, a Holland, Michigan, youth leader was so inspired by this classic story that she had bracelets made bearing the letters WWJD and gave them to the kids in her church. The idea caught fire, and today millions wear them.

    adapted from How Now Shall We Live? Devotional by Charles Colson (Tyndale) pp 585-86

     

     

     

    Thursday, December 8

    This week's promise: God has great rewards for those who remain faithul

    Are you looking for rewards on earth?

    …we who are still alive and remain on earth will be caught up in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air and remain with him forever.

    1 Thessalonians 4:17 NLT

    Awaiting our day

    the States after many years of thankless service in Africa. They happened to be on the same ship to New York as President Theodore Roosevelt, who was returning from a big game hunt in Africa. As the ship pulled past the Statue of Liberty and into the dock, huge crowds were gathered to welcome him home. The press was out in full force, and thousands of people had come to get a glimpse of the president.

    In the middle of the chaos, the aged missionary couple fought their way through the crowds with their large suitcases in tow. Silently they hailed a cab and made their way to a cheap hotel. The missionary sat on the bed and said to his wife, "It just doesn't seem right. We gave our lives to Christ to win souls for the Kingdom in Africa, and when we arrive home there is no one here to meet us. The president shoots a few animals and receives a royal welcome."

    His wife sat beside him on the bed and said softly, "That's because we're not home yet, dear."

    It may seem at times as if our work for Christ is going unnoticed. Faith doesn't bring a lot of praise on this earth. But that's only because our trip is not yet over.

    Our day will come, you can be sure. And when it does, the ceremony will last for an eternity.

    from Embracing Eternity by Tim LaHaye, Jerry B. Jenkins and Frank M. Martin (Tyndale) p 346

     

    November 21

    God is so overwhelming sometimes...

    http://www.xanga.com/xxchristianmusicxx - Good Christian music for ur sites if ur interested. 
     
     
    God is doing amazing and tremendous things.......
     
     
    *i'll update more later when I can...*
     
     
    God bless you all!
     
     
    love your sister in Christ Jesus,
     
    ~ Jen
     
     
     
    b825e45a.jpg  (I think this says all that i need to say right now)
    November 18

    God is so good to me and you

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    Yeah, God is so amazing, amen?  He just completely fulfills your every

    need, even though we are not worthy.  And He always knows just what

    to say, when to say it, how to say it, who to say it through, etc.   I'm so thankful that He touches my heart like He did tonight and never gives up

     on me though in some ways i may give up on Him.  From now on though,

    my life is totally and completely His.  Any decision that I had to/needed

    to make, is now made and I am sticking to it.  May God bless you all so

    much and may you always have His peace and grace; for His mercy

    endures forever.  Be prepared because He is going to do even more tremendous things than you could ever imagine! 

    In Jesus' name I recieve it, do you?  

                                                                                                                     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    November 15

    TESTING

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    AAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!  New msn site comin atcha'll thanks to the awesome, talented and lovely princess of God known as KIM!!!!!!  whootwhoot! be prepared for the awesomeness of this new pad of mine and yes, Andre, it's gonna rock so hard it'll knock ur socks off!  lolol! 

    GOD BLESS!           

     

     

     

                       *Ok all you happy people, I have some great news.  This Saturday Nov. 19th is our Revolution Youth Service at Trinity Church.  It will start at 8pm sharp and the theme is "Mixed Match" so be creative and go nuts!

    And I'll include some examples for inspiration purposes.*

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    November 14

    Just sending you all some love

     
     
                             and some yummy foodage.
     
     
     
     
    your sister in Christ,
     
    ~ Jen aka
     Image by FlamingText.com
    November 13

    God is my refuge and my strength, a present help in time of need. He is my fortress, my deliverer. My Father, my friend indeed.

    When you're weary feeling small
    When tears are in your eyes I'll dry them all all
    I'm on your side oh when times get rough
    And friends just can't be found
    Like a bridge over troubled water
    I will lay me down
    Like a bridge over troubled water
    I will lay me down

    When you're down and out
    When you're on the street
    When evening falls so hard
    I will comfort you ooh
    I'll take your part oh when darkness comes
    And pain is all around
    Like a bridge over troubled water
    I will lay me down
    Like a bridge over troubled water
    I will lay me down

    Sail on silver girl
    Sail on by
    Your time has come to shine
    All your dreams are on their way
    See how they shine
    Oh if you need a friend
    I'm sailing right behind
    Like a bridge over troubled water
    I will ease your mind
    Like a bridge over troubled water
    I will ease your mind
    Yeah yeah

    November 01

    Re-Encontro e Sobrenatural!

    Re-Encounter is so supernatural i cant even begin to explain it.  it's like my heart is just so full for once because i am not only healed and new but renewed.  I am so thankful to God for His unending love and forgiveness that I definately dont deserve.  and I am also incredibly thankful to Pastor, Pastora, the workers, my discipler (Andre), Sarah, and everyone else for shining His light so brightly into my darkness.  God bless you all tremendously! 
     
    love your sister in Christ,
    ~ Jen
    October 24

    Anginator's Bloginator: "Life Math"

    So why do we live?  Is it to serve out the Lord's will?  or is this just a state of mind, a dream if you will?  There has to be some purpose for being here. So this is why I am here to help us solve this scientifically. 

    If

    life = purpose 

    and

    purpose = The object toward which one strives or for which something exists; an aim or a goal

    then

    life = goal. 

    because goal is a variable we must substitute goal; in this case I shall use my short term goal to move things along.

    life > short term goal

    Short term goal = get Twinkies and a Big Mac

                Life > get Twinkies and a Big Mac

    Given: Twinkies = 425 calories

    Given: Big Mac = 810 calories

               

                Life > 1235 calories

                Life = + ¥ calories      

    Given: Too much calories = bad

                Heart attack = bad

                    Life > heart attack = + ¥ calories

     

                Then Life means… oh forget it…go to God he’s got the calculator.

     

     

     

    wow Ang!  that's what i call......interesting. lol! and very insightful too. So many times we stress out over life and what "the meaning" of it is that we completely ignore what God's purpose for us is.  That's why it's important for us to realize that we need to stop trying to do things/solve everything ourselves and go to God cuz His "calculator" is so much better than ours.  Amen?! 

     

    Please leave your thoughts and some props to Ang on a job well done. and if u wanna leave a lil somethin for me too that would make me very happy. *snerk* lol.

    God bless you all!

     

    love your sister in Christ,

    ~ Jen

    October 13

    okay

    who wants to write  my next blog for me while i collect my thoughts?
     
    you can write whatever u want (w/in limits) and just have fun.
     
    i know, i'm soooo lazy. lol!
     
    God bless!
     
     
     
    *ok, for those of you who are confused by this allow me to explain.  Basically, you get to write an entry on my site. it can be about whatever you want and in any format. unfortunately, i can't find any links to examples on my cousins xangas because they are from so long ago. but when i do i'll put it up.  Since Ang has so kindly volunteered, he will write my next entry and the next time i do this someone else will get a chance. NO, this is not a contest. Strictly volunteer. I wouldnt even know where to begin on judging something like this and i don't think i wanna.  If you're name is up here, or even if it's not and u wanna participate, just write out what u want me to post and email it to me @ musicluva25@netzero.net and i'll put it up.  each person's blog will have a week for itself b4 the next one gets posted.  You do not have to do it like Ang did, it can be about a conversation we had or ne thing really. no need to stress.*
     
     
    Here is the current running list of volunteers
     
    1. Anginator
    2. Alliekat
    3. Michelle My Belle
    4. Angela
    5. Joey L
    October 06

    ATTENTION PLEASE!

    High Velocity this Saturday at Trinity. 8pm.  No theme. PLEASE spread the word. God is gonna be there, will you?  (heehee)
     
     
    God bless!
    October 04

    Jesus Freak ~ DC TALK

    [What will people think
    When they hear that I'm a Jesus Freak?
    What will people do
    When they find that's it's true?]
    [oh oh]
    [oh oh oh]
    [oh oh]

    Separated, I cut myself clean
    From a past that comes back in my darkest of dreams
    Been apprehended by a spiritual force
    And a grace that replaced all the me I've divorced

    I saw a man with a tat on his big fat belly
    It wriggled around like marmalade jelly
    It took me a while to catch what it said
    Cause I had to match the rhythm
    Of his belly with my head
    'Jesus Saves' is what it raved in a typical tattoo green
    He stood on a box in the middle of the city
    And he claimed he had a dream


    (chorus)
    What will people think
    When they hear that I'm a Jesus freak
    What will people do when they find that it's true
    [oh oh oh]
    I don't really care if they label me a Jesus freak
    There ain't no disguising the truth
    [oh oh oh]
    [ain't no disguising the truth, no I ain't into hiding the truth]


    Kamikaze, my death is gain
    I've been marked by my Maker
    A peculiar display
    The high and lofty, they see me as weak
    Cause I won't live and die for the power they seek yeah!

    There was a man from the desert with naps in his head
    The sand that he walked was also his bed
    The words that he spoke made the people assume
    There wasn't too much left in the upper room
    With skins on his back and hair on his face
    They thought he was strange by the locusts he ate
    you see the Pharisees tripped when they heard him speak
    Until the king took the head of this Jesus freak

    (chorus 2x)


    People say I'm strange, does it make me a stranger
    My best friend was born in a manger
    People say I'm strange, does it make me a stranger
    That my best friend was born in a manger

    (chourus 2x)


    What will people think
    [What will people think]
    What will people do
    [What will people do]
    I don't really care
    [What else can I say]
    There ain't no disguising the truth
    [Jesus is the way
    ]

    September 26

    OH MY GOODNESS! OH, WOW!!!

    Let me tell you how awesome God is!  This past week was really hard for a lot of us for many different reasons and by Thursday we were all on the verge of losing our minds.  I'm pretty sure at least half of us just wanted to crawl under a rock; i know i did.  But God, in His infinite wisdom, rebuked those feelings and troubles and did amazing things throughout the close of the week and into the weekend.  Cell Thurs night was a blessing and the start of His plan.  Andre was used tremendously and we were all touched by the lesson and left feeling lighter.  Friday was tough but not as bad as the previous days, and made all the better for me when I had School of Leaders later that night and once again God impacted us greatly.  Then Sat morning's worship at Trinity was very powerful and the rehersal for High Velocity was so much fun; we just knew that God was going to do something supernatural.  By the time the youth service rolled around, I was practically dancing and jumping around in anticipation and Yes, it was another, bigger, blessing.  I heard that many people were touched by the Word Andre gave because of how he gave himself to be used by the Lord.  Amen is all i have to say to that night.  And then Sunday night's service was one of the most impactful i have ever experienced (according to my convo w/Sarah afterwards it's cuz i was really open this time) and I did not want to leave.  Something clicked during the last worship song and you could definately tell that the Holy Spirit was there in a BIG WAY.  Throughout the whole rest of the service, and even the rest of the night and into today, there were feelings of renewal, victory, peace, and love.  How awesome is our Lord Jesus Christ?!   And to top it all off, Allie and I learned some Portuguese with the help of Tom, Kelly, and Karyn. Funny fun fun times. lol! And Andre, no buttons for you, only tomatoes from now on. TTTHHHBBBB!!!  Needless to say we were sooo happy by the end of the night that Laura (via cell phone) Allie, Sarah, and I started singing worship songs in the car on the way home at the top of our lungs!!! it was soooo funny, esp. cuz some songs we only knew part of. HAHAHA!  so yeah, that's my testimony that I couldn't wait to give and will be giving again this Thurs, albeit a shorter version.   leave ur input and i'll ttya'll later. God bless!
    much love from your sister in Christ,
    ~Jen

    Out of Curiosity

    one of my friends posted this on her myspace bulletin and i thought it was interesting so i decided to try it out here.  and EVERYONE had better answer that they love me very much in the "What About Us" section, or else i shall throw my sandle of doom at you! hahaha!    Have fun!
     
    WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
    » I was sad/depressed:
    » I said I liked you:
    » I lived next door to you:
    » I started smoking:
    » I stole something:
    » I was hospitalized:
    » I ran away from home:
    » I got into a fight and you weren't there:

    WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
    » Personality:
    » Eyes:
    » Face:
    » Hair:
    » Clothes:
    » Mannerisms:

    WHAT ABOUT US:
    » Who are you?
    » Are we friends?
    » When and how did we meet?
    » How have I affected you?
    » What do you think of me?
    » What's the fondest memory you have of me?
    » How long do you think we will be friends?
    » Do you love me?
    » Have I ever hurt you?
    » Would you hug me?
    » Are we close?
    » Emotionally, what stands out?
    » Do you wish I was cooler?
    » On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
    » Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
    » Am I loveable?
    » How long have you known me?
    » Describe me in one word.
    » What was your first impression?
    » Do you still think that way about me now?
    » What do you think my weakness is?
    » Do you think I'll get married?
    » What about me makes you happy?
    » What about me makes you sad?
    » What reminds you of me?
    » What's something you would change about me?
    » How well do you know me?
    » Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
    » Do you think I would hurt someone?
    » Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?


    Recommend to me:
    1. a movie
    2. a book
    3. a musical artist, song, or album
    4. an msn/myspace/bebo/hi5 etc. user not on my friends list
    5. what I should have for dinner (or ne other meal)
    6. a website
    7. a quote
    8. the perfect boy/girl friend(if i dont have one)